Yak Thoughts (Explicit)

作词 : Katorah Marrero/Matthew N Jacobson/Tom Terrien/Penelope Antena

作曲 : Katorah Marrero/Matthew N Jacobson/Tom Terrien/Penelope Antena

This ain't even like sober thoughts, this is like Yak thoughts, man

It's like really real **** right now

Uh, smokin' and drinkin', drinkin' and smokin'

Hoping for hope, but I'm hopeless

Too much distractions, I'm losing my focus

Too much pain, can barely notice the beauty in things

Too much mental commotion, man

I'm tryin' to get back to the way I was

I'm tired of escaping, I'm tired of the *****

I be having these relations but be hiding my love (Damn)

And instead of chasin, I'm like,"That ***** is a dub"

Uh, feeling the need to keep my heart on freeze

Suffocating my feelings, instead of letting them breathe

Knowing I'm hurting inside but act like **** is a breeze

'Cause my heart is too heavy to wear that **** on my sleeve

I stand tall, but I sit on that throne like a Kween

Praying is the only time I ever get on my knees

These niggas really afraid of me, this is what I believe (Mm-hm)

You can hate, but don't play with me, I keep one with a beam (Grrr)

Paranoid, ever since I seen my brother dead (Damn)

Observing niggas, yeah, that's why I'm always one ahead

Try and get these evil thoughts out of my ******* head

It ain't normal when you gotta bring your gun to bed, real shit

Damn

I can't even sleep without it, man

That's a different type of paranoia, man

You don't understand that pain, man

That fame, man, that fame, man, listen

We still on timing, you feel me?

Ay, uh, told my fans to pray for me because I'm losing it (Pray for me)

Ain't just drinking the Henny now, I'm abusing it (Damn)

I don't even get a buzz because I'm used to it (Damn)

In other words, I feel numb, I'm immune to it

The relationship with my Mother ain't been good lately (Mama)

That's probably why I'm always fighting with my old lady (Yo, Mama)

And I'm too thorough to ever let a hoe play me

If I'm loyal and she cheat, I'd probably go crazy (Facts)

Mentally been on my own lately (Huh?)

Man, y'all don't know lately (Huh?)

Kinda been out of my zone lately

No shows lately, ain't been on the road lately (Damn)

Gettin' high 'cause I've been low lately

All this COVID shit, I'm over it (Facts)

This new election, I don't know with it (Mm)

I'm kind of skeptical

But this America, you gotta, mm

Shut up and go with it

The government, ain't no controlling it, huh?

Ain't no controlling that, man

Huh, you just gotta live through it, man

It's life

Know what I mean

It's where we live, man

Uh, circle getting smaller, money getting taller

**** who you are, I'm judging you by your aura

No doorman, it's Young M.A who open doors up (Facts)

I built my brand from the floor up (Facts)

Came from the bottom, made some hundreds

Then I doubled my commas (Mm-hm)

Went from wearing white tee's, to cashing out on designers

But still rock white tee's, still humble, I promise (Mm-hm)

But I'm all about that green like Hennessy and Hpnotiq

Huh, I'm like incredible Hulk when I'm walking (Huh?)

If you talk about me when I see you, ain't no talking (Uh)

I had a heart, then I lost it

I've been hurt too often (Damn)

Playing defense with my heart

No more playing offense (Nope)

God first, I can't let the Devil get to me

I will never change if I keep drinking this Hennessy

But I would never lose, because I know this **** was meant for me

And bro I know you gone, but I still need you to live for me (Need you)

It's the realist **** I ever wrote

If I don't say it in my music, you would never know (Never know)

Like this 100 racks I'm holding, I would never fold (Never)

Going back broke, that's a place I'll never go (Never)

Never going

Never go broke again

Could never lose

Told 'em,"I could never lose"

Told 'em,"I could never lose"

Told 'em,"I could never lose"

Could never lose