Bonjour (Explicit)

Bonjour all my ancient curses, cast your spell on me

Words keep spilling out like poison, let the poor girl be

Nice boy

Good boy

Well done

Sit now

Careless dancer pry me open, take a look inside

If it's falling try and catch it, watch the grown man cry

I was in the hole for months

I could not get back up

I kept falling fast

I could not find the laugh

I kept beating myself up

I could not find the warmth

I felt my shadow move

I followed the wrong clues

Nice boy

Good boy

Well done

Sit now

Fragile egos wrapped in plastic, explode with a word

Gather round me, everybody, take what you deserve

I was in the mood for months

I could not move fast enough

I was not built to last

I could not find the laugh

I kept beating myself off

I could not find the touch

I heard my shadow talk

I took it for a walk