[00:07.98]I'm Not Someone You Loved - JadenWest
[00:15.14]I watched you drift, didn't make a sound
[00:18.53]You let me fall, while I held you down
[00:21.86]You said my name, but it felt so cold
[00:25.21]Like I was there, but never home
[00:28.50]I read your mood before your texts
[00:30.41]Felt the distance, felt the stress
[00:31.96]I gave you love, you gave me doubts
[00:33.76]Still I stayed, I didn't bow
[00:35.39]Late nights, staring at my phone
[00:38.10]Wondering why I feel alone
[00:41.45]You were my peace, my overdose
[00:44.75]But I was just someone you chose
[00:48.70]When nobody else was close
[00:54.33]I tried to be what you needed
[00:57.68]I broke myself just to keep it
[01:00.98]But love don't work when it's one-sided
[01:04.34]I saw the truth but I denied it
[01:07.74]I'm not someone you love
[01:11.01]I was someone you leaned on
[01:14.33]I held your pain in my hands
[01:17.62]While you were already gone
[01:21.00]I gave you everything
[01:24.31]You barely noticed me
[01:27.66]I'm not someone you love
[01:29.68]Just someone you needed temporarily
[01:35.17]We changed slow, stayed the same
[01:36.85]Still calling out by the same name
[01:38.58]You stopped fighting, I fought more
[01:40.17]Trying to save what wasn't yours
[01:41.93]I blame myself for your cold heart
[01:43.61]I loved him hard, it was a start
[01:45.23]But you were leaving piece by piece
[01:46.91]While I was praying for some peace
[01:48.57]I caught your tears, your broken days
[01:50.25]But you didn't catch me when I fell away
[01:51.85]You found your light, I lost my view
[01:53.47]Still I never stopped choosing you
[01:55.19]You held my hand without the choose
[01:57.08]Let me love what wasn't you
[01:58.56]I felt it coming, felt the sting
[02:00.17]But I stayed quiet through the train
[02:02.68]I'm not someone you love
[02:05.98]I was someone you got used to
[02:09.32]I was there when you hurt the most
[02:12.24]But never really chosen by you
[02:16.07]I gave my heart, my trust, my time
[02:18.95]You let it be silently
[02:22.69]I'm not someone you love
[02:24.73]Just someone you needed temporarily
[02:28.70]Oh maybe I was just a phase
[02:31.45]A safe place to escape
[02:33.09]Maybe I loved too deep while you were already awake
[02:36.37]Loving you was my mistake
[02:38.17]And pain is what I've learned
[02:39.79]But even now I won't pretend I wouldn't do it all again
[02:46.05]I'm not someone you loved
[02:49.76]But I loved you fully
[02:52.68]I saw forever in your eyes
[02:55.78]Even when you couldn't see me
[02:59.33]I walk away with all the scars
[03:02.32]And no regrets in me
[03:06.01]I'm not someone you love
[03:08.49]But you were everything to me
[03:12.45]Guess I wasn't only your love
[03:19.73]Just someone you had
[03:23.07]And still did