Indestructable

When should I start praying

On the ledge or halfway down?

If this is the end

Does it count if I start now?

Drunk on some holy wine

I think I see you through the static

on the tv

How long do I wait

for you?

If someone is up there

Now's your chance

To come out

Leaps of faith mean everything

Until you hit the ground

And concrete eats you whole

I'm scared of jumping

Hold my body as I fall

Into the open air

Again,

For the first time

I feel heavy

For the first time

Breaking bones

Until i'm indestructible

It's not what kills you

But what gets you close

That's gonna

Keep your heart from failing

One more time

I'm losing

Faith like money

But i'm breathing fine

Again,

For the first time

I feel heavy

For the first time

For the first time

Nothing has come

From ever waiting so patiently

Except cold fingers

That are slow to decide

Warm my blood with the

Fear of failing

And welcome the chance of it

Being great

Praying to the midday moon

Asking for a selfish truth,

Shedding the old skin

Taking up more of my room

I'll never be what I want

But I love what I do

For the first time