Give It Up (Explicit)

I’m sick of letting myself down

Sick of self-doubt

Sick of not making myself proud

Shutting help out

Sick of feeling like a sell-out

For never bailing out

Sick of saying next week every week

For a year now

I don’t tear up, I don’t gear down

I keep all my tears dry

Scared I’ll watch life deplete in the rear

I swear I got drive

But I need to be steered right

Feels like I speed by every clear sign

And I can’t let go

Can’t let be, and I can’t hold on

Intangible

I don’t even know what I’m grasping for

And I can’t let show

But I’ve built this front that I can’t uphold

I can’t take it anymore

So I give it up

All the times I did too much

To be somebody I’m not

Before it’s all I ever was

Oh, I give it up

No more breaking my own heart

Trading purpose to accord

This is how I show me love

Oh, I give it up

I’m sick of carrying all this

Fucking exhausted

Being dishonest

Telling myself that I don’t have options

Like it ain’t conscious

I’m self-destructive

Failing to feel any form of discomfort

I fell outta love with me

The frail facade of who I felt forced to be

The feeling of stuff building up constantly

I’m sick of giving up more peace than I receive

Oh

And I can’t be all

Can’t be less, and I can’t be told

Irrational

I don’t even know what I’m standing for

And I can’t be wrong

Cause I’ve had these walls up way too long

I can’t take it anymore

So I give it up

All the times I did too much

To be somebody I’m not

Before it’s all I ever was

Oh, I give it up

No more breaking my own heart

Trading purpose to accord

This is how I show me love

Oh, I give it up

Uh, uh-uh up

Uh, uh-uh up

Uh, uh-uh up

Oh I give it up

Uh, uh-uh up

Uh, uh-uh up

Oh

I give it up

If my heart isn’t in it

Then my body’s a prison

And it’s hard to admit

The harm I’ve caused to myself

When I’m not ready to forgive it

If my heart isn’t in it

Then my body’s a prison

And it’s hard to admit

The harm I’ve caused to myself

But I forgive it

So I give it up

All the times I did too much

To be somebody I’m not

Before it’s all I ever was

Oh, I give it up

No more breaking my own heart

Trading purpose to accord

This is how I show me love

Oh, I give it up

So I give it up

All the times I did too much

To be somebody I’m not

Before it’s all I ever was

Oh, I give it up

No more breaking my own heart

Trading purpose to accord

This is how I show me love

Oh, I give it up

Uh, uh-uh up

Uh, uh-uh up

Uh, uh-uh up

Oh I give it up

Uh, uh-uh up

Uh, uh-uh up

Oh

I give it up