Blue Days (Explicit)

I’ve been feeling blue

Blue days hit me two ways

First in my stomach

Then their shooting thru my blue veins

I’m having mood swings

I feel so rearranged

It’s like they chopped me up and put me in a suitcase

I could use a new brain

‘Cause this one is broke

I said, “I’m ok”

I guess I misspoke

Yeah, I’ve been acting like I get it but I’m missing the joke

I woke up deep inside December but I’m missing my coat

You don’t know a thing about me

Washed ashore in a stormy sea

You don’t a thing about me

I’m thirsty, I’m dying upon my desert island

Why won’t you come save me?

I’m drowning in your silence

Black nights read me my last rites

Is it too late for this young sinner to get baptized?

I guess the bad guy is in my back mind

And he’ll keep driving like a psycho till we capsize

Swimming but I’m never breathing in

It’s getting difficult to finish all the **** that I pretended I could do

Balancing is challenging when everyone is adamant

That everyone and everything is what you lose

My ego is evil, it’s plotting to get me

My ego is me though, oh, which one is guilty?

Is anybody listening? I’ve been calling out for help

I need to know, is it even possible to live inside myself?

I want to shake these ****ing blues like tiny raindrops from my boots

I want to run wild, I want to break through