Borderline Girl (feat. NIJUUGO*A) - Pips/NIJUUGO*A
Lyrics by：Jason Lu
Composed by：Jason Lu
How am I meant to know what's real?
It's getting difficult to analyse
Whether your words are truth or lies
You might think that it's no big deal
But my heart's breaking into pieces don't you realise?
Things that they say should be taken as fact
I know it's self-inflicted but it hurts so bad
Patch up the bruises and take the attack
You'd never even know that I was sad
Behind my laughter is a broken girl who's wallowing in shame
With each disaster it seems like I'm the only one to blame
And all these irrational fears in my head
It's hard to believe I'm not better off dead
But even if it seems like I'm at the end
I'll wake up tomorrow and repeat this cycle all over again
Live this cycle over again
This love it's brutal
Hands down the purest evil
You swore that you'd hold me 'til death do us part
Can't you see we're nothing but the perfect match?
This isn't make-believe
You think I've lost my mind that I'm some two-faced mess
Baby I'm tryin' my best
Yeah I bet
You think I'm just obsessed
But could you blame me for wanting to see you undressed?
Behind my chatter is a hopeless girl
Who's suffering so much pain
Why does it matter if what I think is clinically insane?
And all of these feelings I'm too scared to share
It's too hard to handle and so much to bear
But even if I'm done playing pretend
I'll get up tomorrow yeah
You bet it'll happen all over again
Borderline I'll make you mine
One more time left on a
Borderline I'll make you mine
One more time left on a dime
Don't know why it feels like I'm against the world
When can I become your average ordinary girl?
I'm sorry if you've ever been hurt by my outbursts
Guess I really need somebody just to sort me out first
Maybe I can try to be a bit more normal
But till then I'll try my best
Behind my laughter is a broken girl
Who's wallowing in shame
With each disaster it seems like I'm the only one to blame
And all of these changes that may lie ahead
I think I would rather be better instead
And maybe once I'm acting like a friend
I'll wake up tomorrow and start all over again
Borderline I'll make you mine
One more time left on a
I'm starting all over again
Borderline I'll make you mine
One more time left on a dime
What's a BPD girl?
