To Or Not Let Go

I would be a beauty

But my nose

Is slightly too big

For my face

And I would be a dreamer

But my dream

Is slightly too big

For this space

A I would be an angel

By my halo

It pales in the glow

Of your grace

And I would be a joker

But that card looks silly when you play

You ace

I'd like to know

Are there stars in hell

And I'd like to know

Know if you can tell

That you make me lose everything I know

That I cannot choose to or not let go

And I'd stay forever

But my home

Is slightly too far

From this place

And I swear I tried to

Slow it down

When I am walking at your pace

But all I could think

Idling through the cities

Do I look pretty in the rain

And I don't know how someone

Quite so lovely

Makes me feel ugly

So much shame

So much shame

And I'd like to know

Are there stars in hell

And I'd like to know

Know if you can tell

That you make me lose everything I know

That I cannot choose to or not let go