Part of me won't go away
Every day reminded how much I hated it
Weighted against the consequences
Can't live without it so it's senseless
Want to cut it out of my soul
And just live with a gaping hole
Take control of my life
And wash out all the burned tastes
I made the problems in the first place
Hang my head low 'cause its part of me
You'll hardly see right next to the heart of me
Heard of me
The moons soon scar
New cuts cover where the old ones are
And now I'm sick of this
I can't stand the sandpaper thoughts that grate on my sanity
I'd rather not even be
Than the man that's staring in the mirror through me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just what's killing me
I feel it everyday
I feel I'm in my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside
Swallowing me
Freedom can be frightening if you've never felt it
Once it's been dealt
When you feel like you've been touched by something angelic
And then melted down into a pool of peace
Cease to be
The animal you used to be
Removed the broken parts you know were wrong
And feel the calm when the problems all gone
And then you start to see
A little piece of yourself that you can't let be
Memories of the last fight to free yourself
Take you to the depths at the bottom of the well
And now you know that you can chose to lose the part in your heart
Where your insides bruise
You can live if you're willing to
Put a stop to just what's killing you
Alive in me
Inside of me
A part of me screams violently
Silently
Alive in me
Inside of me
A part of me screams politically
This part of me won't go away
Alive in me
Inside of me
A part of me screams
A part of me won't go away
Alive in me
Inside of me
A part of me screams
Everywhere I look around I see how everything ought to be
Every time I see myself there's always something wrong with me
Everywhere I look around I see how everything ought to be
And every time I see myself there's always something wrong with me
