Sitting where the horizon blur into a question
Salt in the air, clarity in the tension
Mind wander paths I ain’t map or mention
Every quiet moment feel like a confession
What is control when the waves don’t listen?
We build up plans just to watch ‘em go missing
Calendar gods, we obey, we’re conditioned
But time don’t care ‘bout the roles we envision
I used to chase like the track had a finish
Now I just pace, let the seconds diminish
Value in stillness, the noise get diminished
Truth in the spaces that language can’t finish
And it’s odd how the mind start peeling
Layers of self I ain’t used to revealing
All of this weight I was subtly concealing
Float to the surface when nothing needs healing
These thoughts don’t lie, they just pass me by
Like clouds in a sky I don’t need to define
I don’t hold on, I just let them fly
In the quiet I find what I left behind
These thoughts…
They come and go…
I watch ‘em drift…
And let ‘em flow…
Pizzicato thoughts, how they pluck at the silence
Short little bursts, never asking for guidance
Then the long strings hum with a low kind of violence
Truth resonate deep, never seeking compliance
I been at war with the need to be certain
Now I just sit, let ambiguity curtain
All of the answers I thought I was earning
Fade into questions that constantly turn in
What is a win if the peace never follows?
What is a crown if the headspace is hollow?
We sip from success but it don’t always swallow
The thirst that we carry from shadows we borrow
And maybe the point ain’t control but alignment
Not every thought need a form of assignment
Some just arrive as a test of confinement
Freedom is knowing you don’t need to sign them
So I let ‘em breathe, I don’t cage or define it
No need to mine every gem that’s inside it
Some things are better just felt than refined with
Words that reduce what the moment designed with
These thoughts don’t lie, they just pass me by
Like clouds in a sky I don’t need to define
I don’t hold on, I just let them fly
In the quiet I find what I left behind
These thoughts…
They come and go…
I watch ‘em drift…
And let ‘em flow…
No past, no future, just now in the frame
No need to label, no need to explain
I been a stranger inside of my brain
Now I just listen, we speak the same
No rush to move, no pressure to prove
The less that I force, the more that I lose
Then somehow I gain what I never could choose
A moment that simply exists… and improves
Waves keep time, I don’t argue the beat
Heartbeat slow, sync with what I can’t see
Thoughts still come, but they loosen their grip
I don’t chase meaning… I just let it be
