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You Can Turn it up, Try to drown me out —
Another voice lost in the static shouts.
Another label, for another fix,
Another soul wrapped up with a prescription fix.
They fed me fear from behind a screen,
Called it help, but the words made me mean.
They say I’m broken, and called it"lost" —
But I’ve picked up my pieces, and I've paid their cost.
I hear the voices, I hear the lies —
But I won't let them decide what’s mine.
This was noise — dressed up as peace,
The Bottled silence I couldn't release.
Every fix just blurred the lines,
Between who I was and what I left behind.
But I won't fade in static lies —
I'm cutting through now with open eyes.
The Static love and plastic peace,
Taught me how to fake this release.
They said “fit in” or you'll be bound to fade away,
But I was born just to misbehave.
Mother always said, get facts set straight.
Before you storming in with statements made
I’m not your echo, not your clone —
I took this mess, I made it my own.
Not flawless, but ****ing loud,
I’m finally proud to stand unbound.
Keep your silence, **** your cure —
I found my pain, and now I’m sure.
This was noise — They disguised as calm,
Numbed my soul with open palms,
Swallowed their truth, and spit out my control,
Forgot what it meant to feel whole.
But now no more fixes, & no more disguise —
I'm done with the bullshit, of drowning in their lies.
I used the pills just to kill the sound,
Thought I'd find peace, but instead I just drowned.
Every high bound me to chains,
Every fix rewrote my name.
They sold me silence in a dose —
But I lost more than they will ever know.
Now I’m done with running numb —
I’ll face the noise, standing up, I won’t succumb.
That was noise — a chemical lie,
Sold me peace just to watch me die.
I chased the calm, but it cost my name,
Numbed my voice just to hide the shame.
But I’m still here — no pills, no cage.
Just raw truth breaking through the haze.
So turn me up — I won’t decay.
I am the voice beyond the gray.
