Monster (Feat. Samuel Harness)
I’m a monster, I still am
I’m a monster, even now
I’m a monster, I still am
I’m a monster, even now
I wait too long to say my name
Someone else fills the space
I learn the art of disappearing
Right in front of everyone
I follow laughs a second late
Just enough to blend in
Every moment I hesitate
Feels like I chose this again
They always walked away from me (maybe it was me)
Saying hello comes easy for them
But I couldn’t
Do they see me as a monster
They always looked at me strange (maybe it was me)
Humming along comes easy for them
But I couldn’t
Do they see me as a monster
I’m a monster, I still am
I’m a monster, even now
I’m a monster, I still am
Am I a monster, or turning into one
I remember watching The Little Mermaid
Smiling like it was just a show
She stood there quiet in the sunlight
Still trying not to let it show
Giving something up to stay there
Still pretending she was fine
I didn’t know why that scene stayed
Now it feels too close to mine
They always walked away from me (maybe it was me)
Saying hello comes easy for them
But I couldn’t
Do they see me as a monster
They always looked at me strange (maybe it was me)
Humming along comes easy for them
But I couldn’t
Do they see me as a monster
I’m a monster, I still am
I’m a monster, even now
I’m a monster, I still am
Am I a monster, or turning into one
I’m a monster, I still am
I’m a monster, even now
I stand right here, I don’t move
Waiting for the right moment
If I speak, I might lose it
So I stay like this
I’m a monster, I still am
I’m a monster, even now
