Dark red eyes and beer stains on my chest
My innocence is clinging to my shallow cigarette breath
Endless days spent hiding in my bed
My parents didn’t raise their kid to live without regret
Mom you said I could be anything
But did you think that i‘d end up a failure?
**** I‘m almost thirty
In and out of love with someone new by the day
Running out of Luck and out of money
But to be honest I‘m too embarrassed to say
That my biggest fear and doubt
Is the thought of never making you proud
I watch the sky for signs that never show
Like Forrest i will run away if someone gets too close
And I can’t remember last night
I think I made out with a guy
I can’t remember the kiss
But I can still taste him on my lips
Maybe I‘ve had enough of Berlin
Oh oh oh
**** I‘m almost thirty
In and out of love with someone new by the day
Running out of Luck and out of money
But to be honest I‘m too embarrassed to say
That my biggest fear and doubt
Is the thought of never making you proud
Oh I‘m sorry that I let you down
It‘s the thought of waking up and saying
**** I‘m almost thirty
Still my biggest fear and doubt
Is the thought of never making you proud
