[00:00.08]Halfway To Whole (Explicit) - Matt Maeson
[00:00.67]Lyrics by：Matthew Mason/Mikey Ferrari/William Guild
[00:00.87]Produced by：Owen Lewis
[00:02.39]There's that feeling
[00:05.71]I won't be here for long
[00:10.16]'Cause there just ain't no fixing
[00:14.73]Everything that's wrong
[00:22.02]And there's no going
[00:25.69]No there's no going home
[00:30.57]'Cause home's been forgotten
[00:34.65]For some time spent alone
[00:42.65]And my loved ones
[00:45.72]They don't call me at all
[00:50.23]But they say that they love me
[00:54.82]So I tighten my jaw
[01:02.11]And I fall
[01:07.18]Back into the weeds
[01:13.32]I don't think that it's selfish
[01:19.83]For me to be me
[01:27.17]But my music
[01:30.30]It don't heal me no more
[01:34.89]It got twisted and mangled
[01:39.36]For some bills on the board
[01:46.63]And my lover
[01:49.94]Well I left her alone
[01:54.41]I got lost in my purpose
[01:59.07]Then my purpose went cold
[02:06.42]I'm a failure
[02:09.52]I'm a ******* black hole
[02:14.40]I bought into a liar
[02:18.83]And my future got sold
[02:26.23]Now I'm tired
[02:31.52]Of thorns in my side
[02:38.03]I don't wanna be here
[02:44.11]I don't wanna die
[02:50.25]But it's getting old
[02:56.22]Oh I'm getting old
[03:03.13]Now I'm stuck on the shoulder
[03:07.00]And not even halfway to home
[03:15.19]And I'm halfway to Kansas
[03:18.93]And not even halfway to whole
[03:27.17]So I summon my demons
[03:30.83]'Cause there's no one here I know
[03:39.03]And I'm halfway to dying
[03:42.77]And not even halfway to whole