It's hard not to feel like I'm late
No matter what I do
It feels the same
It's just the ones surrounding me are so damn great
They're way better than me
I fucking hate me
No matter how much I run
I still can never reach the line
No matter how much my lungs burn
I'm always falling behind
My heart feels ready to burst
I feel like it's a curse
I'm falling behind
I'm feeling so tired
I don't know what to do
I'm just swimming in blue
I don't know what to do
I'll just try to get through
My heart feels ready to burst
I feel like it's a curse
I'm falling behind
I'm feeling so tired
I don't know what to do
I'm just swimming in blue
I don't know what to do
I'll just try to get through
I'm getting paranoid about my age
In theory I'm still young
But time doesn't wait
I'm average at best
This shit won't change
I'm never good enough
I'm just dead weight
Everybody seems to thrive
In everything they do
I swear I'm happy for them
But I feel so insecure
My heart feels ready to burst
I feel like it's a curse
I'm falling behind
I'm feeling so tired
I don't know what to do
I'm just swimming in blue
I don't know what to do
I'll just try to get through
My heart feels ready to burst
I feel like it's a curse
I'm falling behind
I'm feeling so tired
I don't know what to do
I'm just swimming in blue
I don't know what to do
I'll just try to get through
I honestly thought I would be dead by now
So I run trying to catch up to them somehow
Since I'm still here I try to be the one they want me to be
Still, I can't succeed
I cannot breathe
I'm just running
Running
Running
My heart feels ready to burst
I feel like it's a curse
I don't know what to do
I'm just swimming in blue
I don't know what to do
I'll just try to get through
My heart feels ready to burst
I feel like it's a curse
I'm falling behind
I'm feeling so tired
I don't know what to do
I'm just swimming in blue
I don't know what to do
I'll just try to get through
