it’s like i’m not even here (slowed|Explicit) - Mthu
Lyrics by：mthu/Mathew Maglaperidze
Arranged by：Mathew Maglaperidze
I had it under control
Everything I loved everything that I owned
And every time I think about it I miss my home
And every day I'm waiting for you to hit my phone
And I wish you would know
I'm so in love with you
You're so in love with him
I don't know what to do
Girl I'm a fool now
It's getting hard to breathe
Drugs all in my body
I can't do nothing right
Girl I'm a loser
And you knew I was here
Making all these songs that somebody will hear
'Cause I'm not good at anything I always fall short
Almost wish that I was gifted in some way or some sort
I'm so fucking depressed I feel like I'm a waste
And my mental fucked up all I really wanted was space
And don't talk to me 'cause I don't ever know what to say
A cigarette for me a lighter for my mistakes
