I WISH I COULD (Demo)

I wish I could say that I’m sorry

For killing the party

I see you get rowdy

Open your heart

And wishing I’ll tally

I’m lost, and my judgment is cloudy

From all you said so loudly

My smile is pouty, doubt me

But, you been accepting it proudly

I wish I could have intention

But your name ain’t never been mentioned

Been on the road

Without an obsession

what could happen, it ain’t a conclusion to me

I’m telling you, blankly and that is on me

It’s not fair to you, hitting me back with the moves

A wall is what I am to you, and I gotta show you the proof

You a blanket to warm up the cold

the fire that lives in the bold

The house you would make a home

It’s saddening hearing it told

Destroying what I can’t control

A fallout I can’t take ahold

The minutes between the green and the gray

Blurring the line between love and indifference

And that’s exactly what you hate

I don’t think I’ll care for your interests

You eating it all off the plate

A meal seasoned with ignorance

I’m fearful to make you irate

I hate that I’m making this inference

Put a stop to what feels great

Only thing that I can say is

I wish I could say that I’m sorry

For killing the party

I see you get rowdy

Open your heart

And wishing I’ll tally

I’m lost, and my judgment is cloudy

From all you said so loudly

My smile is pouty, doubt me

But, you been accepting it proudly