Mindset (Explicit)

Feel I'm falling apart

But with this mindset

I won't make it too far

Trynna keep my head up

But I'm fed up

And this ** get hard

Gazin' at the moon

But I'm shootin' for the stars

Gainin' all this muscle

Cause ** be heavy on my heart

Focused on doin' right

Wanna make change

But that's very subjective

Thought when I finished schoo

That I'll be through

But life's still giving me lessons

Act like everything is coo

And it's true

But on the inside I'm still stressin'

Don't even know what to do

Don't wanna fight you

I'm busy fighting depression

Trynna be there for everybody

Wanna please the ones I love

It makes it difficult

To see through ego

Or these damn ***

Battling addiction

And I don't even take nun

Analyzing gestures

And reflectin' on who I've become

** a *** name destiny

That hoe won't let go of my life

I was listening

But swear I didn't see a damn sign

Tired of folks tellin' me

"It'll be okay, alright"

Cause Pfizer has no cure

For the demons that I face at night

Dreaming of the stage

But I'm surrounded by

Mundane thangs

Just to do some good I know

'Least part of me has gotta change

Dealin' wit the same shit

I just passed another day

I gotta grind for this

I can't even see a another way

Feel I'm falling apart

But with this mindset

I won't make it too far

Trynna keep my head up

But I'm fed up

And this ** get hard

Gazin' at the moon

But I'm shootin for the stars

Gainin' all this muscle

Cause ** be heavy on my heart

I can hear it better

When I'm seein' what you sayin

Let's get an understanding

I'm different

Yeah let's face it

I'm always on the grind

That's why I never feel complacent

**in' wit my shine

But I dare 'em come and take it

Got some anger issues

It's some thangs

That I done been through

Paintin' my true colors

But can't even know the real you

Poppin' pills

And drankin' drank

You know that ** can kill you

But what I'm smokin' on

Is toxic

Why it smell like mildew?

No feelings on my sleeve

They on my shirt

'Cause they stay tucked

And all the ** I'm puttin' in

It still ain't enough

I'm gone have everything

But still be yearnin' for yo love

Can't remember the last time

That we both went in for a hug

Feel I'm falling apart

But with this mindset

I won't make it too far

Trynna keep my head up

But I'm fed up

And this ** get hard

Gazin' at the moon

But I'm shootin' for the stars

Gainin' all this muscle

Cause ** be heavy on my heart

Shit be heavy on my heart