There's No Crying In War (Explicit)

Yo.

I don't write songs about people being happy and shit.

I don't write songs about people who fall in love and learn to get along with others.

I write songs about people like me

People like me...

People like me...

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

Yo, I'm a nighttime existentialist

I ruminate on how life is the shits

Mother****er, I can't resist

The urge to despair over the fact that I exist

Into the void without meaning

There's nothing real worth believing

In a dark room dreaming

of a life worth leading

Just a slave to the grind

A prisoner in my own mind

I think about a friend I once had

A cold-blooded killer, a young dad

I think about how it could have been me

They tortured a dude for his bank card PIN, you see

A robbery, yeah it could have been me

It was a robbery, it could have been me

He was stabbed, burned with hot knives

During the final moments he was alive

They used a drill and chisel, he was bootstomped

They even tried to have his finger chopped

It haunts me because I knew the guy

That cause this poor mother****er to die

I've been drunk, passed out in his crib

Then I think about what him and his friends did

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

Yo, in my mind there's no escape

Every thought, a dark landscape

Drowning in memories I can't erase

Haunted by the ghost of that familiar face

Sometimes I wonder if I'm next

Living in fear, so damn perplexed

No peace, no rest, just stress

Caged in my head, it's a mess

Every day I battle with my sanity

Lost in the maze of my own reality

I see shadows where light should be

Chained to the past, never free

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

Yo, I try to find some meaning in this pain

Searching for solace in the rain

But all I find is more disdain

A broken heart, a twisted brain

Society's outcast, a loner by design

Wearing a mask, hiding behind

The scars, the wounds that never heal

Living a nightmare that's all too real

I write these words to let it out

But the silence always wins the bout

A prisoner of thoughts, I shout

But no one hears, no one cares, no doubt

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

Yo, the things that keep me up at night

Regrets that never leave my sight

Echoes of choices I can't rewrite

Haunting me under the pale moonlight

I think about the paths I didn't take

The friendships and bonds I did break

Every mistake, every heartache

Weighing on my soul, I can't shake

I lie awake, staring at the ceiling

Consumed by a sense of unreeling

Lost in thoughts, there's no healing

Trapped in my head, no revealing

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

Yo, I think about the things I can't control

The future slipping through my hold

A puppet in life's cruel show

Feeling trapped, nowhere to go

Responsibilities, they pile high

Dreams buried, left to die

Every breath a silent cry

Wondering if I'll get by

The world outside keeps spinning fast

But I'm stuck, living in the past

Hopes and fears, they contrast

A prisoner in a life so vast

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head

You don't want to live in my head