Drowning in Fifth Gear

I can feel

I can feel everything

I can taste

The difference in our reality

Its seldom but I visit, A memory I cant regret

Talking without interest, In the things ill never forget

Tear up my eyes, Break the seal on the lid

I see only your disguise, Only the things that you've hid

Waves

Like walls they crash over me

I cant escape

I need a new way to breathe

What will it take?

Is there any relief

From feeling so fake

These pills have become a thief

Its nothing but practice, another repetitious game

So intertwined in your malice, I've often thought we were the same

Drawn maps with my scars, where they lead I don't remember

I couldn't follow them that far, my memories been dismembered

Waves

Like walls they crash over me

I cant escape

I need a new way to breathe

What will it take?

Is there any relief

From feeling so fake

These pills have become a thief

Where did you first appear? You feel like a lucid dream

Your lips move but I cant hear, everything turns red and it starts to seem

So slow and disconnected, like I'm drowning in fifth gear

The only thing in which I feel connected, is the fear of the fear that I fear

Waves

Like walls they crash over me

I cant escape

I need a new way to breathe

What will it take?

Is there any relief

From feeling so fake

These pills have become a thief