Septic (Explicit)

I don't wanna go

Put it off until I know

I let it burn real slow

I love a toxic kind of glow

I've been pretending that I'm healthy

I don't want no one to help me

So I smile for a selfie - post!

A suicidal soul is stealthy - mostly

I am cynical but it's getting critical

Reality is after me, might need a miracle

Ahh

Ahh

Life's been getting kind of hectic

(I ****ing hit the wall)

My skin's not feeling protective

(I wanna rip it off)

I'm in trouble now I left it

(I'm gonna leave it all)

To fester, yessir it's all gone septic

I've learned resentment is a *****

(Imagine that)

I didn't want to scratch the itch

(And so it sat)

I've been waiting for your pitch

(I'm up to bat)

Kicking my heels I dug out a ditch

(Guess where I'm at)

Yeah I'm lying in it

I'm ****ing dying in it

Reality is catching me

I need to cry a minute

Ahh

Ahh

Life's been getting kind of hectic

(I ****ing hit the wall)

My skin's not feeling protective

(I wanna rip it off)

I'm in trouble now I left it

(I'm gonna leave it all)

To fester, yessir it's all gone septic

Somebody call a doctor

Somebody call a doctor

What is it gonna cost her?

Oh ****, I think we lost her

Life's been getting kind of hectic

(I ****ing hit the wall)

My skin's not feeling protective

(I wanna rip it off)

I'm in trouble now I left it

(I'm gonna leave it all)

To fester, yessir it's all gone septic