overapologetic (Explicit)

I've never felt

This empty before

Cry to myself

Fade out once more

Wait for the day when I see you again

Am I in love? Am I playing pretend?

Call out to me as a means to an end

Who is there to blame when you run out of friends?

Distracted and helpless

I vanish so selfishly

Your magic is working

I'm panicked and worsening

Why did they leave? What am I doing wrong?

Where can we meet when you're already gone?

Why am I here staying up until dawn?

Waiting out here, waiting ever so long

I'm sorry, I ****ed up

I'm sorry there's no trust

I'm sorry, so helpless

Distracted and selfish

I've never felt

This empty before

Cry to myself

Fade out once more

I've never felt

This empty before

Cry to myself

Fade out once more

It's enough to tempt me

Leave me feeling empty feelings

I know Satan sent me

It's enough to send me reeling

'Cause I'm just waiting for you

Text and I ignore you

Rain and let it pour through

Talk to me like poor you

I'm sorry, I ****ed up

I'm sorry there's no trust

I'm sorry, so helpless

Distracted and selfish