Reminisce (Explicit)

How could I be chill

Knowing that you here

All that was a dream

Thought you was so real

I’m sorry to piss you off on holidays that was my nerves, I knew that you wrong, I couldn’t deny, that wasn’t my bad, you cheated on us

Wanted to talk, you took me aggressive, like I wanna end the thing that you start

You took a knife and put it in my mind that shit wasn’t hurt until I realized

All of the times that we were together you played with my feelings, you thought I was dumb

I started read, spending time with myself, I was doing the things I would never have done

Thoughts about life, will woman I love will ever find out, I ain’t gonna tell, I better gon wait, as always I’m quietly checking the time

Nobody perfect, I got some sins that it’s crazy to have, I need to be kind, I can’t remenisce, I’m getting anxiety of all what I did, shit ain’t feeling real, and time cannot heal

Hide on your phone, just look at the sky, I’m seeking for path, to make destination I want to get safe, the things I desire is so hard to get

I’m overdriving ain’t even drive yet I got no brakes

You tryna lie and I feel by the way

You saying things never happened a day

Tryna get cash or there’s some more to wait?

You complicated so the way I am, I sit in the dark remeniscing the things we had but now we got nothing to say, it’s crazy to me, what you think

Ayy, Ayy

I cannot say that I’m blessed, it was hard work at first then I got it, you cursed at me always now you saying sorry, so now you’re a problem?

I rarely checking on my phone I’m in love being fully alone, so the love and the kisses and fucking I can’t really love it, cuz I need partner, but I’m good with myself, so I’m sorry

So much in mind that I’d like to achieve, I don’t know if the life that I’m live is enough, I got buildings to build, I got brilliants to buy, I got woman to love and there’s more on my mind

But the time didn’t come to all that but I know that it’s all gotta happen when God will decide

Ayy, I pray that the hate will turn into a love, I believe, I can try

Started from nothing no one was around now they wanna hang out

Had to reject, I couldn’t be happy, I worked on myself, and I still doing that

So what is your question, I can not save your life if you don’t want, you just procrastinate, Instead of working cuz time goes fast, you was loosing it crazy, on clubs and your friends

Tired of the music, one thing that keeps me is my childish dream, gave a word to achive

If I go viral I’m changing perspective, I gotta help people who struggle to live

Gotta support really talented artists, that couldn’t blew up, cuz they ain’t really rich

But richer, than human with lovely parents is nothing in this world, that’s priceless thing, yeah

How could I be chill

Knowing that you here

All that was a dream

Thought you was so real

Woah, woah, woah, woah I’m sorry to piss you, off on the holidays, it was my nerves

Woah, woah, woah, woah Took me agressive, like I wanna end the thing that you start - mind, that shit wasn’t hurt until