Good Times and Dead Brain Cells - Lunar C
Someone told me that life is
What you make it
So I'm not gonna settle
For surviving on the basics
Trials and tribulations of everyday life
Bad memories about the wrongs
I never made right
Grew up seeing things
That I knew nothing about
The loss of family members
Violence and drugs in the house
Weren't much money around
Had to get it own my own
3 kids raised by a single parent on the dole
Nothings changed much
Still living in the same town
I been around the block
And got to know my way round
I got nothing to prove
And nobody to make proud
I'm a problem child
And the world is my play ground
It's like my best is never enough
Never been a quiter no I'm anything but
I just know I gotta look out for me
Nobody else cares bout were I end up if
I'm gonna mess up
Then I wanna know
That it's all my mistake
And If there's nobody else f**king up around me
There's nobody I can blame
I don't need fame
I'm not greedy I'm cool as long as I'm eatin'
These dudes are dumb we're not doing a song
Just move along your flows weak and
I don't find all them bars
About your jewellery appealing
I'm off the chain I'm not dependent
On these weak links
They say better the devil you know
And you should keep your friends close
And your enemies closer
I tell 'em when I get old
I'll end up livin' alone
Because I'm selfish and cold
Like pregnant women that smoke
I'm my own worst enemy
I've lost if I beat me
Angry at the world
I don't know how to stop
I'm just being a product of
My enviroment you could probably see
But most of my problems are a product of me
I don't need no more friends
I only roll with a select few
Heads who have got my back
And I got them too
Otherwise empty promises start to turn to excuses
And a new relationship can turn
Into your next feud
Trying to endure the monotony
Till it's payday
If I want something better
I gotta be on my A game
Many you've failed
I'd of probably gone the same way
But pride made me do
This sh*t properly just to save face