Trying to run away, but they're forcing me to play
Not the way I wanna live and that is driving me insane
I wanna drive on and shift from the first to the fifth
But I'm scared it won't be the same
(And now I'm here alone)
I wanna run away, but I'm pushing it away
I mean the chances that I'm getting while I could go all the way
To the end of the street
While I'm making ends meet
All the shame I've been getting so far
It's all coming back down, down, down, down
Yeah, Impossible to fight it on his own
But he tries though
Keep on clinging onto his own past
On a tightrope
Welcome to the empty circus He's about to fall to the ground
Hear the sound of him crying for help
No one's around, yeah
Anger, bitterness inside, yeah
Jump into the tumble and let's get on for a ride, yeah
Therapy's a luxury for those with healthy minds, yeah
Therapy means help which the demons do despise, yeah
I wanna be the driver but I'm stuck on the backseat
Tied up and muted, yeah, the past days have been downbeat
But slowly I manage to silence my own thoughts
And I'll try to seek help, at least I'll give it a shot you know
Trying to run away, but they're forcing me to play
Not the way I wanna live and that is driving me insane
I wanna drive on and shift from the first to the fifth
But I'm scared it won't be the same
(And now I'm here alone)
I wanna run away, but I'm pushing it away
I mean the chances that I'm getting while I could go all the way
To the end of the street
While I'm making ends meet
All the shame I've been getting so far
It's all coming back down, down, down, down
