I Am Still Alone (American Country Version|Explicit)

There are people all around me

I like being with other people

But the people I really love, it seems they don't love me

I am surrounded by people

But it seems like I am still alone

How did I get to this place?

I have sometimes hit the bottle too much

But I have changed now

I have put it aside, despite growing up with it

But it seems like I am still alone

Am I just a total asshole?

I do have lots of friends who care for me

But the people I really love, it seems they don't love me now

Or they struggle with me and what I have done

So it seems like I am alone now

I do want to change

To become the best I can be

But I can't become someone else, someone I am not

How do I break this loop? How can I be loved again?

I don't know, so I am alone

Is this the end? No way!

I have achieved many things in life and there is more to come

But I want to be loved by those who I love

They are so important to me, I must be loved

But a lot of it is in their hands, to help me find their love