Fluorescent White (Explicit)

Fluorescent white

Don't make me say goodbye

When hope is hung

Siphon the air from my lungs

Romanticize the thought of feeling alive

Hallucinating of a place where I can close my eyes

So when you go I will follow you forever

Into the black

Intertwined endlessly tethered

So when you fade

When flesh and bone decay

Bury me

I never needed grace

Would you bury me so I can take your place?

Nothing left to say

Haunted by the ghost of me

Suffer just to relive the memory

Leaving only the ghost of me

Fluorescent white

Don't take away what's mine

When hope is hung

Black out the ****ing sun

Romanticize the thought of feeling alone

A quiet place where I can learn to let

Complacency choking the memories

Eternal sleep

Just to find relief

Bury me

I never needed grace

Would you bury me so I can take your place?

Devour me

The ****ing feeling of death always lingering

Nothing left to say

Haunted by the ghost of me

Suffer just to relive the memory

Leaving only the ghost of me

I'm bleeding out

I'm digging my way through

Replace my heart with something new

No hope to be redeemed

Leaving only the ghost of me