Woke up again to the sound of silence
Another war inside my head
Mirror shows a face I don't recognize
Shaped by the light I demonize
Trying to fake a life instead
Every word feels like a lie
Every step feels like I'm sinking
I smile
Not to break
Can't seem to figure out who's right
I'll scream while drowning in my pride
We tear ourselves apart when no one's watching
I fight to make it to the light
All my life I am feeling dead inside
Been dreaming of the day
When I will find relief
I'm Numb to every celebration I
Am lost in all I repress
Smiling through the isolation
Of a soul I can't confess
Can't seem to figure out who's right
I'll scream while drowning in my pride
We tear ourselves apart when no one's watching
I fight to make it to the light
All my life I am feeling dead inside
Been dreaming of the day when I will find relief
Maybe there's a reason
A reason I keep waking
I will disintegrate
