By My Side (Explicit)

"Forced in place

Wouldn't have it any other way

Looking for the things to say

Forced in place

This isn't how it's ever supposed to be

I'm lying to myself

Cuz I hold things back

While I preach no cap

What a whack mindset

What I wouldn't give to quit

Cuz Imma push my luck

Till I **** things up

With my mouth sewed shut

I can feel the tension

From holding all this weight

this isn't who I want to be

so selfish honestly

I'm stuck in my ways

This Feels just like before

Found open doors I can't ignore

Stuck running circles like I'm lost in my head

I can't make up

My mind is made up

sometimes just straight ****ed

But you're the only one I really want here by my side

I can't wait up

No time to waste up

Or get myself stuck

When I'm the only one I really need here by my side

Push it right back keep yourself fed with the right mindset"