[00:00.00]everything at once - Mothica
[00:00.61]Lyrics by：McKenzie Ellis/Ellen Murphy/Zoe Moss/Michael McAllister
[00:01.23]Composed by：McKenzie Ellis/Ellen Murphy/Zoe Moss/Michael McAllister
[00:01.85]I can't cry I'm too anxious
[00:06.04]Restless mind I can't shake this
[00:10.33]Said I'm fine but we both know I'm faking
[00:14.71]I'm not feeling numb I'm just feeling everything at once
[00:21.12]Hate when you ask how I'm doing
[00:23.52]I know that you're just assuming
[00:25.66]I'm better now not bleeding out
[00:30.06]Get outta bed on a good day
[00:32.26]Lately that's all I can do hey
[00:34.36]I go through hell to hide myself
[00:38.57]I think about new ways to hurt me
[00:42.90]But don't want my mother to see
[00:47.26]It's not that I feel undeserving
[00:51.57]Just blame it on the chemistry
[00:55.09]That's why
[00:56.30]I can't cry I'm too anxious
[01:00.54]Restless mind I can't shake this
[01:04.88]Said I'm fine but we both know I'm faking
[01:09.27]I'm not feeling numb I'm just feeling everything at once
[01:14.73]Oh oh I'm just feeling everything at once
[01:23.48]Oh oh I'm just feeling everything
[01:31.05]Whatever I do I can't slow down
[01:33.30]Please don't leave me alone now
[01:35.46]'Cause when I stop my demons talk
[01:39.78]I'm coming off apathetic
[01:41.76]I play it off like it's an aesthetic
[01:43.84]Clearly I care too much but I'm fooling everyone
[01:47.98]I think about new ways to hurt me
[01:52.79]But don't want my mother to see
[01:57.21]It's not that I feel undeserving
[02:01.47]Just blame it on the chemistry
[02:04.91]That's why
[02:06.32]I can't cry I'm too anxious
[02:10.35]Restless mind I can't shake this
[02:14.76]Said I'm fine but we both know I'm faking
[02:19.03]I'm not feeling numb I'm just feeling everything at once
[02:24.58]Oh oh I'm just feeling everything at once
[02:33.24]Oh oh I'm just feeling everything at once
[02:42.00]Oh oh I'm just feeling everything at once
[02:50.71]Oh oh I'm just feeling everything at once