[00:00.00]Deathbed (Explicit) - Chelsea Cutler
[00:02.12]I apologize for what I said
[00:06.25]But I still meant it
[00:12.86]I know that I live in my head
[00:16.21]You won't let me forget it
[00:23.39]I promised that I tried
[00:25.96]But walls don't break
[00:27.26]And words don't mean enough
[00:33.95]I swear I never meant
[00:36.55]To lose my grip on something that I love
[00:42.73]I'll be laying on my deathbed
[00:48.28]And I'll tell you that I f**ked it up
[00:53.09]Yeah I'll be laying on my deathbed
[00:57.60]'Cause I love you but it's not enough
[01:05.79]I'm praying something's gonna give
[01:09.44]Yeah I know I feel it
[01:15.83]And the pendulum is gonna swing
[01:19.29]And rotate the seasons
[01:26.71]I promise that I'll try
[01:29.47]To be a person you deserve at all
[01:37.44]'Cause maybe if I change
[01:39.87]You'll let me in when I wanna come home
[01:46.32]I'll be laying on my deathbed
[01:51.65]And I'll tell you that I f**ked it up
[01:56.46]Yeah I'll be laying on my deathbed
[02:00.99]'Cause I love you but it's not enough
[02:30.09]I promised that I tried
[02:32.65]But walls don't break
[02:34.01]And words don't mean enough
[02:40.58]I swear I never meant
[02:43.11]To lose my grip on something that I love