All This Pain - NiExshadow
I wake up tired
Every day
I smile a bit
Then look away
Your name is still inside of my chest
I try to rest
But I can't rest
I tell myself I'll be okay
But every night feels the same
I carry all this pain inside of my heart
I carry all this pain since we fell apart
I don't say much, I don't complain
I just walk around and carry all this pain
I carry all this pain
I hear your voice in quiet songs
I feel you here but you're gone
The bed is wide and the night's so long
I try to sleep but sleep feels wrong
I close my eyes, I start to cry
I miss you more than I can hide
I carry all this pain inside of my heart
I carry all this pain since we fell apart
I don't say much, I don't complain
I just walk around and carry all this pain
I carry all this pain
If love was easy I'd be fine
But loving you took all of mine
I'd give it back if I could change
But all I have is this pain
I carry all this pain everywhere I go
I carry all this pain more than you know
If healing comes it's far away
So for now I carry all this pain
I carry all this pain
I carry all this pain
One day my heart may feel okay
But tonight I carry all this pain