“how can i tell if i’m in the right relationship”
or a life position, a career that i’m shoved into
a body shape that i’m working my ass off to build
a diet that i’ve chosen with pills
not quite, but just
boy you’ve changed up again, whole another person, but not quite
you’ve carved out a place again, yeah but not quite
you’ve found yourself again, yeah, no yeah, but not quite
no rush, not too tight
used to push so hard way ‘fore it solidifies
skinnier seems happier now? i quite doubt it
thought i’ve found all the peace in him and that
how about it, huh?
bear with what’s by my side
got a couple of hookups
elapsing, it brines
revolted by how sophisticated in front of them i’ve tried
exerting all my gimmicks, just to make strides
what’s wrong and what’s right?
what the heck is instilled inside me
i won’t buy it
swollen up by pressure and cortisol
i’m Mike Tyson
peeled off my skin and
finally give a f***-off
to what they’re talking about
i screamed and shout
tearing my mouth
top of my lungs
to null and void
hatred and love, they weight the same for me
but now it seems like i’ve got someone always waiting for me
i won’t quit creating, so feel free to take from me
got a horseshoe ‘round my neck, keep ‘em away from me, baby
thereupon i begin
thereupon i begin
thereupon i begin
thereupon i begin