****BOYS (Explicit)

I'm so pathetic when it comes to boys

I let em push and play me like I am a box full of toys

And I feel like I'm outta my mind

I'm sitting here in the web you spun I'm so intertwined

I need a rebound for my rebound

I feel like I am stuck I'm under your spellbound

And I don't know if I really want love

Or if I break my heart for art, I know it's really ****ed up

And I, I don't know if you were thinking the same

If all of us are puppets and we're playing a game but I bet that you're thinking about him now

But **** boys that can make you feel like you are nothing

**** boys that hurt you when all you did was love him

And **** you, **** you for making me feel like I hate half of the population in this stupid world so I say

**** boys that turn every word you say against you

**** boys that make you want them even though they hurt you

And **** you, **** you it's all your fault I'm insecure bout half the population in this stupid world

I'm so pathetic when it comes to boys

I let em treat me like I'm just some sort of background noice

And I get hurt a thousand times and then I never learn my lesson, always crossing the line

Between the healthy and unhealthy

I keep the water blurred I'm not even twenty

But I don't know if I believe love exists or if I just wanna get my heart broken again and again

And I, I don't know if you were thinking the same

If all of us are puppets and we're playing a game but I bet that you're thinking about him now

But **** boys that can make you feel like you are nothing

**** boys that hurt you when all you did was love him

And **** you, **** you for making me feel like I hate half of the population in this stupid world so I say

**** boys that turn every word you say against you

**** boys that make you want them even though they hurt you

And **** you, **** you it's all your fault I'm insecure bout half the population in this stupid world

And I know, I know, I know that they're not all the same

Yeah I know, yeah I know, yeah I know that it's not right to blame

Half the population for the acts of one boy

That made me run around him trying to bring him joy

I know, I know, I know

But **** boys that can make you feel like you are nothing

**** boys that hurt you when all you did was love him

And **** you, **** you for making me feel like I hate half of the population in this stupid world so I say

But **** boys that can make you feel like you are nothing

**** boys that hurt you when all you did was love him

And **** you, **** you for making me feel like I hate half of the population in this stupid world so I say

**** boys that turn every word you say against you

**** boys that make you want them even though they hurt you

And **** you, **** you it's all your fault I'm insecure bout half the population in this stupid world