Freak (Explicit)

Should I really care that you keep calling me a freak?

For it's Dr. Jekyll you want, not Mr. Hyde you seek.

Rolling snake eyes, more empty lies,

Under the moon's eerie light insanity on the rise!

Choking on an empty bottle, like I always do

Going harder, overdriven, just to make it through

Feeling all wrong, pretty swan song:

See no, hear no, speak no evil - but I can't play along

I'm the freak inside you that you can't defeat,

I'm the perfect deceit cashin' in your receipt!

I'm the slips you take 'cause I'm inside your head,

I'm your darkest fear 'til you're hanging by a thread.

I can keep control, but you know I don't really want to

Easier to give in, but my self-destruction wounds you.

The taste of poison is bitter and sweet

Sip by sip I'm digging my hole (oh that's ****in' deep!)

A'nothe' day at war and I'm just fightin' in this grind,

Seem to gain no ground like I was running freakin' blind.

Losin' control, I reap what I sow:

Dizzy-blurry visions of a blackout episode.

I'm the freak inside you that you can't defeat,

I'm the perfect deceit, cashing in your receipt!

I'm the slips you take 'cause I'm inside your head,

I'm your darkest fear 'til you're hanging by a thread.

Hey, don't be crushed under the weight of guilt!

You can scale the walls, no matter how tall they're built!

I won't be fooled by your arid cries!

I'll take the blame but I'll make you meet _____ your demise!

****!

I'm the freak inside you that you can't defeat,

I'm the perfect deceit, cashing in your receipt!

I'm the slips you take 'cause I'm inside your head,

I'm your darkest fear 'til you're hanging by a thread.

I'm the freak, your deceit, I'm the pain, I'm the tears,

I'm the blame, I'm the shame, I'm your guilt your darkest fear.