I’m not who i thought I’d be
The face in the mirror staring back at me
With swollen eyes this story sings
A tale of disappointment
I know this path will lead nowhere
And not for nothing, I don’t care
A lack of trying brought me here
Before I close my eyes at night
I don’t feel anything
Fading memories of better times
Are left here and forgotten
Used to call this house a home
It’s dwindled down to nothing
I'm still drinking life away
Comfort in an emptied glass
Hiding from my demons
Easier than dealing with my past
And not for nothing, I don’t care
A lack of trying brought me here
Before I close my eyes at night
I don’t feel anything
I know my choices have been poor
And i can’t speak honestly
I’ve wasted years and years and years
You wasted time on me
And not for nothing, I don’t care
A lack of trying brought me here
Before I close my eyes at night
I don’t feel anything
Never really crossed my mind
How far apart we'd be
Now I wish I made the time
And kept you here with me
I’ve wasted years and years and years
You wasted time on me
Never really crossed my mind
How far apart we'd be
Now I wish I made the time
And kept you here with me
And not for nothing, I don’t care
A lack of trying brought me here
Before I close my eyes at night
I don’t feel anything
