Can’t Forgive Myself

You left without a warning, so cruel and cold

I trusted every word, every promise you told

You’re so damn heartless, yet I’m falling apart

Why do I still carry you in my heart?

You’re a terrible woman, tearing me apart

And I hate myself for still missing you this hard

Anger burns inside, but I can’t let go

My love for you won’t fade, even though I know

Every memory stabs like a knife through my chest

I scream your name, but it echoes in emptiness

How could you walk away, leaving me behind?

I’m trapped in your shadow, losing my mind

I’m furious, yet I can’t reconcile

My heart’s a battlefield, torn by love and denial

I curse your name, yet I pray you’re still mine

This love’s a poison I can’t leave behind

You’re a terrible woman, tearing me apart

And I hate myself for still missing you this hard

Anger burns inside, but I can’t let go

My love for you won’t fade, even though I know

I can’t forgive myself for loving you so deep

Even in my fury, your memory I keep