Island in the Sun (feat. Cory Castro of Free Throw)

I can’t move if I can’t look straight ahead

If I make it to the kitchen I can act like an asshole in front of my friends

Just go to bed

Staring at the ceiling while it’s spinning so I choke on my throw up and rest

I can’t recall how awful I’ve been

Well then why should I care at all?

Talk in circles

Didn’t hear a word you said

I’ll find my jacket

One more shot straight to the head

*cough*

Wake up on the carpet with a nosebleed

A flooded bathroom and the tune I’m singing

(I’m so sorry)

Chasing

The only way I learned to cope with mistakes

Drinking more for each new one I’ve made

The bottle goes empty again

If I stop I’ll remember this all

Talk in circles

Didn’t hear a word you said

I’ll find my jacket

One more shot straight to the head

I feel disgusting

Something’s off

Fallen out of place

I want to want nothing

To forget what I need to change

Keep it inside

Stay up all night

Can’t get better if I can’t remember anything

Why acknowledge what a terrible thing I’ve been?