reality (feat. d3r) (slowed) (Explicit) - d3rcore/D3R
Lyrics by：Andreas Tarasoff
Composed by：Andreas Tarasoff
Produced by：d3r
The thrill is in the chase never in the capture
I despise you
New year new me that's a fuckin' lie
I got plenty things wrong with me I'm always wasting time
I wanted to change wanna live my best life
But always something in the way and I act like I am fine
I'm so paranoid of the people who surround me
You wanna tear me down with a smile do it proudly
Some people care some do it for their family
But nothing normal in my life I feel so profoundly
My friends say that I'm perfectionist
But in actual reality I'm critical as shit
I don't know where to draw the line
Yeah am I good enough? Gotta change this
I always had to numb myself so I used to get wasted
I look from angles shouldn't see
I'm chasing the truth reality is all I need
But I'm always confused why do we lack empathy?
Is it a coping mechanism? I'm hatin' everybody not me
Nothing's ever good enough nothing ever changes
No matter what I try no matter the places
Something always to blame some people blame their faces
Or they wanna fill the void by tryna be famous
I got opportunity but living it's a nightmare
I'm an introvert so my positions unfair
I just wanna share my plans but I hate false promises
I don't wanna hurt the fans so I have to acknowledge them
I'm moving in silence for you
I'm fighting every day for you
I only try for you
Don't wanna die for you
My friends say that I'm perfectionist
But in actual reality I'm critical as shit
I don't know where to draw the line
Yeah am I good enough? Gotta change this
I always had to numb myself so I used to get wasted
I look from angles shouldn't see
I'm chasing the truth reality is all I need
But I'm always confused why do we lack empathy?
Is it a coping mechanism? I'm hatin' everybody not me
Silent silent silent for you
I'm f-f-f-fightin' for you
I try-try-try for you
Don't-don't-don't don't wanna die
Don't wanna don't don't wanna for you
