Never Really Knew

Never said goodbye

And now I got all of these questions

Are you looking down at my confession

Or are you really gone?

If you told me why

That you chose to cry alone and

Faked a smile to keep it going

Wish I knew what went wrong

Not sure the pills are working, gonna hurt and

All they do is numb me, keep me wondering

What if I could have known

I never really knew

And now you're not here anymore

I just didn't know

I don't know what to do

now that you cut your life short

You're not here anymore

It's been a while

I've been told that time is healing

But the only things it's feeding

Is my anxiety

I'm barely getting by

Still having trouble sleeping

I'm fighting all the demons

That you left behind

Not sure the pills are working, gonna hurt and

All they do is numb me, keep me wondering

What if I could have known

I never really knew

And now you're not here anymore

I just didn't know

I don't know what to do

now that you cut your life short

You're not here anymore

You always had an extra smile in your pocket

One for the good times and the bad and when I lost it

The brightest future in your eyes but then you tossed it

I still miss you so

I never really knew

And now you're not here anymore

I just didn't know

I don't know what to do

now that you cut your life short

You're not here anymore

I never really knew

And now you're not here anymore

I just didn't know

I don't know what to do

now that you cut your life short

You're not here anymore