Useless To Love Me

Mmm… why do you still hold on…

You stare at me with eyes so bright

But I’m too broken to hold the light

Every word you say feels so warm

But my heart is already torn

I’m not the one you dream I’d be

Just a shadow lost at sea

No matter how much love you give

I’m the one who forgot how to live

It’s useless to love me, can’t you see?

I’m a storm that drowns all harmony

I’m the silence after every fight

The lonely soul that fades from sight

It’s useless to love me, set me free

Your kindness can’t heal what’s inside of me

Your touch feels like a saving grace

But I can’t even meet your face

Every promise turns into pain

Like a flower drowning in the rain

Even if you stay…

I’ll only push you away…

So walk away… before I break you too…

It’s useless to love me… but I still love you…