Romantic Self

You said I'm perfect, yeah, that's my cue

To vanish like a plot twist halfway through

I saw your heart and ran a mile

Then texted “sorry” with a nervous smile

It's not you, it's me (but also you)

You made it too real, what else could I do?

So I ghosted mid-lovey-dovey scene

Left you on read like a crime unseen

Healthy love makes me suspicious

So I choose chaos, it's more delicious

Romantic self-sabotage, my favorite hobby

I loved your love, so I made it sloppy

Told myself I'm not enough

Then lit a match and called it love

It's not commitment that I fear,

It's being happy for more than a year

You brought flowers, I brought doubt

You planned the future, I noped out

I'm the queen of overthink

Crowned in tears and kitchen sink

Healthy love makes me suspicious

So I choose chaos, it's more nutritious

Romantic self-sabotage, my favorite hobby

I loved your love, so I made it wobbly

Gave you hints, then changed the plot

Pretended I was something I'm not

If love's a game, then I fold too soon

Crying alone by the light of the moon

Maybe one day I'll stop the spin

Let someone nice actually win

But till then it's just me, myself, and

An exit plan with perfect timing

Romantic self-sabotage, my favorite hobby

I loved your love, so I made it wobbly

Gave you hints, then changed the plot

Pretended I was something I'm not

Romantic self-sabotage, my favorite hobby

I loved your love, so I made it wobbly

Gave you hints, then changed the plot

Pretended I was something I'm not

If love's a game, then I fold too soon

Crying alone by the light of the moon

It's not commitment that I fear,

It's being happy for more than a year