Crying In My Soul - Aliza
I made the bed on your side too
Still leave the space where you lay
Your shadow sits on my old shoes
I swear I hear you anyway
I wash the plates just one by one
Still set a place you'd never take
I check my phone then bite my tongue
Pretend I'm fine till something breaks
I'm crying in my soul
Where nobody can see
Every quiet breath I hold
Keeps replaying you and me
On the surface I'm composed
But inside I lose control
Tears don't reach my eyes
I'm crying in my soul
I wear that dress you used to praise
Then change it twice
Can't stand my face
I talk out loud to empty rooms
Your name comes out then disappears
I tell my friends that I moved on
They nod along
They let it slide
But when the noise is finally gone
Your goodbye echoes in my mind
I'm crying in my soul
Where nobody can see
Every quiet breath I hold
Keeps replaying you and me
On the surface I'm composed
But inside I lose control
Tears don't reach my eyes
I'm crying in my soul
Did you ever love me
Or only the part that shined
I gave you the softest pieces
You left them scattered behind
I keep asking empty ceilings
If you're hurting like I do
But the only sound I'm hearing
Is my heart breaking in two
I'm crying in my soul
Where nobody can see
Every quiet breath I hold
Keeps replaying you and me
On the surface I'm composed
But inside I lose control
Tears don't reach my eyes
I'm crying in my soul
So I smile for the world
Let the silence take its toll
You'll never know you left me
Crying in my soul
Crying in my soul
