[00:13.78]I Am Not Brave Enough - NiExshadow
[00:14.69]I watch you walk away
[00:17.06]I don't say a word
[00:21.45]My heart is screaming loud
[00:23.89]But my voice is heard
[00:28.00]I know this love is ending
[00:30.70]And I feel it everyday
[00:34.97]But I still smile at you
[00:37.35]Like everything's okay
[00:41.01]I should let you go
[00:44.53]I should close this door
[00:47.91]But my hands are shaking
[00:50.52]I can't do it anymore
[00:55.81]I am not brave enough to lose tonight
[01:02.58]I am not brave enough to say goodbye
[01:09.65]I hold on to your name
[01:12.37]Even when it hurts
[01:16.20]I am not brave enough
[01:19.73]To put you first
[01:36.87]You don't look at me
[01:39.65]The way you did before
[01:44.32]Your love is fading slow
[01:46.46]I feel it in my core
[01:50.80]I keep the broken dreams
[01:53.46]Hidden in my chest
[01:57.85]I know I should be strong
[02:00.12]But I fail the test
[02:03.40]I see the truth so clear
[02:07.13]But still I close my eyes
[02:10.69]Loving you is pain
[02:13.74]I choose it every time
[02:18.85]I am not brave enough to lose tonight
[02:25.45]I am not brave enough to say goodbye
[02:32.46]I hold on to your name
[02:35.17]Even when it hurts
[02:39.06]I am not brave enough
[02:42.55]To put you first
[02:46.61]If I let you go, I lose myself
[02:50.06]If I stay with you, I lose my health
[02:53.33]Tell me what is worse
[02:55.27]Being alone or staying here
[02:58.44]Where love is gone
[03:04.83]I am not brave enough to walk away
[03:11.05]I am not brave enough to stop the pain
[03:18.17]I love you more than me
[03:21.24]That's the truth
[03:24.75]I am not brave enough to stop loving you
[03:31.33]I am not brave enough
[03:34.80]But I wish I was
[03:38.06]I am not brave enough
[03:40.64]To give us up