Drowning - Izanosad
We started with simple after like the breeze that touches the soul
But you became the storm that arrived crashing into my heart leaving me cold
I fell deeper than the ocean's depth
You once became the breath I kept
But I forgot the sea can be treacherous
Drowning me in silence merciless
I'm drowning in an ocean of love
You're the anchor I believed in my trust
But why are you also the storm
Tearing my heart in the calm
This dependency I'm not in desire
Blinding logic consuming fire
Falling for you a beautiful pain
Bringing joy and wounds that remain
You taught me how to soar the skies
But left my wings broken when you said goodbye
Why is love such a painful paradox
Happiness and hurt on a razor's edge it walks
I cling tightly to the shadow of you
Like cinder just slip away no matter what I do
This dependency turns into poisonous tide
Yet without you I'm just dust in the tide
I'm drowning in an ocean of love
You're the anchor I believed in my trust
But why are you also the storm
Tearing my heart in the calm
This dependency I'm not in desire
Blinding logic consuming fire
Falling for you a beautiful pain
Bringing joy and wounds that remain
If only I could swim away
But your waves always pull me back to stay
This love is a war I can't seem to win
Between my heart and logic deep within
I'm drowning in an ocean of love
Adrift in dreams that aren't enough
Maybe someday I'll break free
But for now I'm tired lost in the sea