I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead
Not thinking straight
Inside my body is troubled
Full of hate
I had to let it out before it's too late
Deep inside it can hide
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
Why won't it fade
Outside I had to lie I'm ok
I hope someday I'll stop
Getting pain
I guess this is a lie I have made
Deep inside it can hide
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
What am I doing
I can't believe this
I have been hiding
Wanting to be less
Giving to people
They take from me
Always they bring drama to me
Look look at me now
Now
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
I can't stand all this f**king pain
Please just go away
Please god just make the pain
