This Is How I Cope (Explicit)

"you need to calm down"

No

I need to unleash

I don't do therapy I do carnage

Every breakdown's carved into an anthem

No fake peace, no calm voice lines

Just broken bottles and red skyline

You journal? I riot. You breathe? I scream

This isn't healing—it's a war machine

I don't vent—I explode

This. Is. How. I. Cope

Every calm breath was a lie

Now I paint with chaos watch me fly

This is how I cope

Through the static and the smoke

I scream into the void 'til it sings back hope

Don't want your cure

I built my own rope

Not to hang

To climb

This is how I cope

You medicate, I detonate

You pray, I mutilate fate

My journal's a battlefield

My calm is a fucking kill

You wanna cry?

Then cry with fire

Your silence is my amplifier

They can't fix what they can't hold

So I broke free and broke the mold

Cope

Cope

Cope with this:

I'm alive and I'm fucking vicious

This is how I cope

Not with calm, but with revolt

I wear the panic like a crown of smoke

You fear the fall

But I wrote the slope

And every scream

Becomes my oath

"I'm still here"

"Still broken"

"Still breathing fire"