Everyday I wake up
And try to be the person you wanna see
Wait for you to do your make up
You don’t even smile at me
Just grab your keys and leave
The door shuts
I feel tired and useless
I think I’ll just go back to sleep
That’s a task
My eyes wide
Try to wrap my head around everything
Could you clue me in
When did the script change happen
Not to my benefit
I say I understand,
but we all know thats just a lie to begin with
So set the scene and take your places
there are no lines to read
Only grief and jaded faces
Another morning in the same routine
It’s a chore
For you to give any acknowledgment
It feels like I don’t even exist
I’m a ghost now
And I float through our apartment
Reminiscing on the taste of your kiss
Roll sound
Roll camera
Call action
I wish at some point you’d direct me on exactly where you want me to go
So set the scene and take your places
there are no lines to read
It’s only grief and jaded faces
Another morning in the same routine
To be ignored while sharing spaces
It kills my self esteem
The joy, it feels so emaciated
I haven’t fed my psyche in weeks
A failed attempt to feel rejuvenated
A skeleton of any happiness
That we had achieved
Dim light pouring into our room
It kills my self esteem
So set the scene and take your places
there are no lines to read
Only grief and jaded faces
Its the murder of my self esteem
So set the scene and take your places
Could you clue me in?
When does this movie end?
