[00:00.00]ヘヴンリアクタ (feat. 初音ミク) - だら/初音ミク
[00:00.74]词：だら
[00:00.85]曲：だら
[00:00.99]また日々の警告を"無視"して"無視"して
[00:03.27]僕を吐き出しました。
[00:04.98]届かない。今日も無理でした。
[00:06.90]声も。それすらとうに"僕"じゃなくなったんだ
[00:10.14]忌味の張り付着いた警報が
[00:12.12]また僕に囁きました。
[00:14.19]全部がウザい標的になるように作っています。けど。
[00:28.29]嗚呼。
[00:28.83]笑えないキミの催涙を
[00:30.45]僕に刺して教えました
[00:32.40]分からない憎悪日々を増す嫌悪
[00:34.77]僕はただ"僕のことだけで"だったんだ
[00:37.71]くだらない僕の採点を
[00:39.60]振り翳して笑いました
[00:41.61]成し遂げてないのは僕の方なのに
[00:44.19]上を見ちゃうから
[00:46.86]病んでるポストは暇な証拠
[00:49.02]お気持ちのポストは暇な証拠
[00:51.03]です。
[00:51.39]不安な未来の造形は
[00:53.19]命(ぼく)を燃やす前に全部置いてきた
[00:55.98]病んでるポストは暇な証拠
[00:58.14]お気持ちのポストは暇な証拠
[01:00.15]です
[01:00.63]原初に湛えた信念は
[01:02.43]ゴミの中に埋まっていた
[01:07.20]不快な僕にウザってぇなって
[01:10.44]思ってたあの日の"異常"は正常で。
[01:13.29]またキミに逢えない夢を見たんだ
[01:14.70]嫌いな僕にウザってぇなって
[01:17.40]あきれた未来も期待も才能も
[01:23.28]今になって全部敵じゃないかって
[01:24.69]"したい"が塵になっていく
[01:25.80]僕の本音がゴミになっていく
[01:27.69]"みたい"が霧になってく
[01:29.91]捨てた思い出がここに帰ってくる
[01:31.80]いけない。僕のSide も噛んじゃった。
[01:32.97]他人の目も声もウザいなって。
[01:34.26]狂え"ギリギリ"気味になってしまいたい。
[01:35.61]終わらせないと終わらせないと
[01:36.75]終わらせないと終わらせないと
[01:38.67]キミハリアクタ。キミハリアクタ。
[01:46.92]上にはもう上が多すぎたな
[01:50.10]終わらせないと終わらせないと
[01:51.30]終わらせないと終わらせないと
[01:53.58]ボクハリアクタボクハリアクタ
[01:55.50]ボクハヨワクテ
[01:56.43]怪我をしたって僕でいたい
[01:57.33]見える成功だって無くたっていい
[01:59.46]たまに細胞が笑ったって
[02:01.20]キミが奪っていく奪っていく
[02:01.86]それでも。
[02:02.37]啓蒙さえもなくなって
[02:03.33]"毒"で外連さえも乗っ取っていく
[02:04.41]あり得ない僕の現在
[02:05.22]終わらせないで
[02:05.64]キミを超える感情が僕は欲しかったんだ
[02:20.13]呼吸が赦した残量が僕に
[02:22.14]酔ってないと殺せないの？って。
[02:23.88]嗚呼聴こえたかい？"異常"が今も欲しかったんだ
[02:26.37]あり得ない。僕の感情論を奪っておいて
[02:27.75]何もないんだ？って。
[02:29.22]何もないんだって。
[02:30.18][Heaven Reactor English]
[02:30.54]Once again, I pretended not to notice the warning coming from within myself
[02:32.52]It's out of reach
[02:32.88]I couldn't do it today either
[02:33.54]Was the voice I just sang with really my own?
[02:34.44]The alarm, laced with anxiety, whispers in my ear once more
[02:35.49]Everything is annoying. Everything is a target
[02:36.33]That feeling even affected my songs
[02:37.14]Again
[02:37.32]I took a lesson from your shallow tears
[02:38.55]A hatred I can't put into words grows with every layer I add
[02:39.84]I was already stretched thin just trying to deal with myself
[02:41.16]I laughed while waving my ridiculous standards around
[02:42.33]Even though I'm the one who hasn’t achieved anything, I still find myself looking up
[02:43.83]Idleness became doomposts
[02:44.28]Idleness became vent posts
[02:44.97]I'll leave behind all the images of an uncertain future before they burn my life away
[02:47.07]Idleness became doomposts
[02:47.52]Idleness became vent posts
[02:48.21]The conviction I held in the beginning was staring back at me from the trash
[02:49.86]I was sick of myself
[02:50.40]My “abnormality”is normal
[02:50.91]I had another dream where I couldn't reach the place where you are
[02:52.14]I tell the part of myself I hate, “You're so annoying.”
[02:52.92]The future, my hopes, my talentaren’t they all just enemies to me now?
[02:53.85]My desire to do things is turning into trash
[02:54.81]I'm losing the ability to speak my true feelings
[02:55.86]My dreams are turning into mist
[02:56.58]The memories I discarded are coming back here
[02:57.57]Damn it. I've even betrayed my own allies
[02:58.35]It’s because other people’s eyes and voices piss me off
[02:59.28]My limits are what make me who I am
[03:00.03]I have to end this. I have to end this
[03:00.75]I have to end this. I have to end this
[03:01.47]You're a Reactor. You're a Reactor
[03:01.98]There are just too many people above me now
[03:02.88]I have to end it, I have to end it
[03:03.57]I have to end it, I have to end it
[03:04.26]I'm a Reactor. I'm a Reactor
[03:04.71]I'm weak
[03:04.92]Even so, I want to be free from the constraints and thoughts that surround me
[03:06.21]I'll show you that I myself can become a poison to the world
[03:07.41]Don't put an end to my impossible present
[03:14.73]I wanted emotions that surpassed yours
[03:15.69]The breath I had left asked me, “Can't you kill unless you're drunk?”
[03:17.07]Did you hear that?
[03:17.40]Even now, I still wanted to be “abnormal.”
[03:18.30]The world has robbed me of my emotional rationality, but it has given me nothing in return
[03:20.64]It gave me nothing