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Prologue - Rubén J. Carbajal/John Cardoza/Mili Diaz/Cailen Fu/ERIC PETERS/Jorge Rivera-Herrans
Composed by：Jorge Rivera-Herrans
Arranged by：Jorge Rivera-Herrans
Produced by：Matt Hawkins/Jorge Rivera-Herrans/Geoffrey Ko/Christopher Sepulveda
My body's here, but my mind is out there
It's somewhere racing
I spent a lot of time tryin' to get to this time and place
Today is basically the biggest day of my life
I get to help in saving this guy
He suffers from some nearly fatal form of pericardial heart disease
And we're supposed to operate, but I can't concentrate
I only contemplate
Damn, is this what I want? Is this right?
What the hell am I doing with my life?
I study cardiology but I don't know the matters of the heart
Placed out of pace syncing pace from the start
And now I'm in doubt 'bout the route I take
What does my heart say?
In my heart there's a melody, but I can't hear it clearly
It appears to steer me when times are severe, like here
There's something truly daunting and haunting
About wanting to be a doctor, guarding someone's life in your hands
The life of another man
To be literally the last stand between this man and God's plan
His heartbeat fleets and that's when the pressure kicks
My gut becomes sick, this moment, this tick
Makes me wish and fantasize myself in another life
What if I chased the dreams that I wanted this whole time?
My pops says this job is a long-term provider
And I like my job but I wanted to be a song-writer
Music, I love music
I love the many effects it has, depending on how you choose to use it
It could be amusing or therapeutic
It's oozing with treasures to be discovered
It's pleasure for me, I love it, check this out
This is a regression line of every hit song since '79
And all day long this is on my mind
There's so much information
From tempo to key changes, chord progressions, so many lessons
For example, did you know that if you take the key of a song up
Everything gets more exciting?
The song gets more enticing, feels like it's rising
Then, if you take it back down, I don't really know what that does yet
Some people get upset
Anyways there's nothing that can contest
With the dopamine that comes over me when I hear a dope rhyme scheme
And it's dope, I mean
Every line seems to convey a sacred promise
To the next, it's the best
Every day at any moment, I'm hit with a wave of serotonin
Flows sicker than the patients that I know here
So here's a
This job sucks
I hate this job, I really freakin' hate this job
And there's no one on the mother-loving face of the planet
To make me say"Thanks for this job"
Only reason I have this job, father told me to get this job
Demanded I land a solitarian life
In med school to be granted monetary advancement
I don't think it's all about the money and it's kind of funny
I think everybody's got a hobby that they love
And when I think about it, every time I step up in the operatin'
All I really want to do is sing and write songs
Yes I'm depressed, I confess
Incessantly pressed for success
But success should be self-defined, so where do I draw the line?
Imagine having the mental capacity
Only to question the lessons you've learned (learned)
If you're not messing your lessons you're lessening
How much you sleep when you burn (burn)
Look how the tables have turned (turned)
This only leads to stress (stress)
You need to get your ass to class and pass the test (test, test, test)
You'll be the best of the best
Do not succumb to the stress
You must impress (you must impress)
Teach yourself how to finesse
Learn to survive without rest (unless)
You're going to manage your time
But all I can think of are lyrics and rhymes
How do I deal with the pressure? (Pressure)
How do I deal with the pressure? (Pressure)
